2011 PrE rEsOlUtIoN

One thing that i'm scared to see now is the weighing scale....ishh...after calculating my BMI (Body Mass Index)...my ideal weight is 67 KG...oh My gosh.....22kg more to lose...ooo i need a magic eraser....God...help me... due to that..3 days already i have not taken rice...hopefully this way would work...not forgetting...i've started to do excercise ...bit by bit...hehehehe...

All the people around me is either newly engaged or getting married...ooo this is not good for me.. i feel like running away from all this people.....

Ma Pre resolution for 2011
1. Living Debt Free
2. Slimming down ...;-)
3. Applying for a Diploma Course
4. Learning Third Language.

And

5. Insyaallah..if god's willing (if ma husband comes back to me) i want to be the most understanding, supportive and loving wife as i could be..Forgive and Forget.
6. Really take care & provide for Ma son...(Danial Haikal)

Hopefully all this will be achieved by the year of 2011...AMIN....

3 sErIeS cLuB

Hm... Should i be happy or should i be sad...30 are u kidding me?...wow..times really flies once you reach 25 years old....I'm partly happy and partly sad...i'm happy due to ma family members are all around me...I even got a birthday song in german version sang by ma sister, Yaya....I'm partly sad cos Ma hubby or soon to be my ex...(I Pray to god hopefully not!) is not around...But to have the feeling that he is around...i just put on ma favourite turqoise Blouse which he bought me as a birthday present last year...oh what i am doing....i've promised ma self that this blog is only for me but wateva...BTW...i've made a lot of plans for next year ...more to upgrading ma self to be a better person...Insyaallah...i will be more mature..(hopefully, as it is soooo difficult coz i'm more to a playful person..)..i will be more stable in financial (i'm so desperate for a life that is debt free..)...i really want to take care of ma son...(Luv him so much)...maybe before i'm totally depending on ma hubby so that without him i feel a total loss...but now i'm back in the games...Yippeee... a lot of ma frens asking me to find a boyfriend...but not at this moment...or if i may say NEVER...but who knows...Hehe...

CoUnT dOwN!

Alhamdulillah...Soon i'm going to turn to 30 in less than 24 hours time...However, i'm still feel sad and blue since i have not accomplished anythig yet in ma life...somethin that i can be proud of as a mother to ma son, a daughter to ma parents and as an eldest sister to ma siblings...How i wish i've studied hard before and not playing any truant...heheh..but that is the path that i've chosen..yes... i admit that i'm regretting it...but then hey...if a man's life starts at 40...why not a life of mine starts at 30! Forget about the past...life goes on..and yeah its true...so many plan i've squeezed in ma small empty head...Here is the list:

* i want to take driving licence
* i want to take skill course (sewing,cooking & etc)
* i want to learn 3rd language (Japanese or French)
* i want to improve my wardrobe
* i NEED to settle ma Debt

THE MOST IMPORTANT IS...
* i want to be a Better person, Mor organized & if god's willing more sucessfull!

Hopefully all Ma wish will come true...I need to persevere to achieve all the above...

Insyaallah...