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Hm... Should i be happy or should i be sad...30 are u kidding me?...wow..times really flies once you reach 25 years old....I'm partly happy and partly sad...i'm happy due to ma family members are all around me...I even got a birthday song in german version sang by ma sister, Yaya....I'm partly sad cos Ma hubby or soon to be my ex...(I Pray to god hopefully not!) is not around...But to have the feeling that he is around...i just put on ma favourite turqoise Blouse which he bought me as a birthday present last year...oh what i am doing....i've promised ma self that this blog is only for me but wateva...BTW...i've made a lot of plans for next year ...more to upgrading ma self to be a better person...Insyaallah...i will be more mature..(hopefully, as it is soooo difficult coz i'm more to a playful person..)..i will be more stable in financial (i'm so desperate for a life that is debt free..)...i really want to take care of ma son...(Luv him so much)...maybe before i'm totally depending on ma hubby so that without him i feel a total loss...but now i'm back in the games...Yippeee... a lot of ma frens asking me to find a boyfriend...but not at this moment...or if i may say NEVER...but who knows...Hehe...